It's snowing 雪花随风飘

Snow will be the last thing I expect in November. But here am I, living in this little town of Kecskemet, which snowed for the past few days. We had around 3-5 Celcius during the day and below zero during night time. I guess that's why we have snow. And with this white flakes floating in the air, you could perhaps imagine my reaction - EXCITED!!! ahhaha!

One day I'll be there

I may not be as good as one of my teachers had said, but I love what I am doing.

A few days ago something one of my teachers said hit me right in the face. It brought down my spirit for a while. I thank God Jew was around when that happened. Doubts and questions flooded my mind no matter how hard I tried to brush them away. To make things worse I almost fell sick. Haha! You could imagine how down were the days.

God is always loving. Rev Sii Siang Yin happened to chat with me one morning and something she said encouraged me. "One day when we meet Him again, He will not ask what our success are. Instead He will wonder if we have enjoyed the life given by Him."

Yes! I enjoy what I am doing. I find passion and excitement as I analyzed Bartok's "Bread Baking" for Monday's conducting lab. When I foresee the difficulties different vocal sections may encounter, my brain cells start to activate and search for possible solutions. And when they are found, I feel great satisfaction and joy.

So it's alright that I'm not as good. I'm working and trying and most important of all, enjoying myself.

And one day, I'll be there.